it all starts

with the heat behind my ears.
it spreads beneath my skin like wild fire
urgency pushes my emotions so strong
my body can't function because it's being pushed beyond what it understands
dont stop.
i'm pass regular understanding
pick up and ignore reason because in this place no rules apply.
pull and push and anything but stay still.
close my eyes and get lost in everything that i can't explain
but are more real than anything that the world has given words.
let go. let loose and yell till you forget what your own voice sounds like.
play the music... keep the music going.
because only you and music can do this to me.


if i could just see you, everything will be alright.