late night, early conversations and avoiding the confrontation of leaving.

where the heck has time gone?!
I'm not going to pretend that the past few months have flown by,
but this week certainly has.
As my heavy eyelids compel me to call it a night,
my body's excitement just won't be confined beneath a blanket.
Nah. that just won't cut it.
As I clear the clutter from my room,
and almost go through every nook and cranny,
I realize all the things I've missed,
along not just my recent life-so-far journey.
Re-realizing the love and memories you've all given me,
make it slightly harder to leave.
I've honestly learnt love in this country.
In this place. with you all and no amount of words will justify the thanks I owe you all.
If i were to start putting names into this post I might miss my flight... and them some.
But I know you all know who you are.

I'm so very blessed to have all of you in my life.
I only hope in the time I've been here that I could have made a slight impact.
Because your motivation, your patience, your grace, your kindness, even your rudeness sometimes, misunderstandings, characteristics, and most of all love... have made me who I am today.
and in this life, as I chase after my goal that is happiness,
in the darkness of my little room, in the middle of a little country called Singapore,
my heart illuminates my body, knowing that I have you all, I'm pretty much there.

thanks guys.
I love you.