Regret.

I've just spent the past half hour reading conversations we've had since last year.
I would say I don't know how everything went so wrong.
But the more honest thing to say is i screwed up.
Cried over nothing and lost something awesome... potentially really beautiful.
I don't think you'll ever read this and I don't even know if I should ask if you regret any of it too.

I can't complain because I'm happy now.
I'm happy in most of my situations.
But i really wish I had worked at it a little harder.
it's days like these where I feel really stupid for letting you go.

And while these words may never reach you, I hope that you know,
I'm sorry.