she loves the boys in the band.

this is harder than breaking up
...harder than trying to explain myself
...harder than driving when i'm tired
...harder than smiling when i'm sad
...harder than writing an essay
...harder than dealing with being left out.
and i don't even know where i went wrong..
or if this whole thing is wrong.
but i love you boys and i'll never forget the times
we had, and even tho it feels like they're over
i know they had barely begun...
i know it'll never be the same..
but sometimes the hardest things in life
just make you stronger right?

love.