suddenly i can't hear the music.

somehow,
i feel like i'm losing myself.
what happened to all the music?
what happened to playing and jamming and looking forward to learning new songs on the guitar.
i still get excited and i still wanna learn.. but how come i don't make time anymore?
what happened to the dancing?
am i so low focused?
i'm bleeding all over, all over again.
I'm having so much fun and I'm so happy...
but what happened to everything else?
God?
What's going on?